akward and uncomfortable

we put everything out on the line

akward and uncomfortable

we looked at each other with fear in our eyes

and begged ourselves not to hurt each other

i feel like i lost everything

and i gave it my everything

but thats never enough

and love doesn't mean anything

i cant help but feel abandoned

when you're the one that walked away

like holding my head underwater

and asking me if its ok

it kills me to see you

parade around with her

right in front of my face

no matter how it hurts

and i trusted you

not to break my heart

you know better than anyone

and i cant handle rejection

i never thought that you of all people

would do this to me

i never thought we'd end up this way

and its ruining me

you promised me so many times

that i had nothing to worry about

i believed in you

and i believed in us

and now i have to find myself

a new peace of mind

i have to start all over

when im the one who got left behind

i don't know how i can live my life

without you in some shape or form

id pull my goddamn heart out

cause i don't want it anymore

this life just keeps getting harder

and i feel like shit everyday

just when i think i've got something good

life takes it away