dead rotting deer carcass

stop asking me if im alright

when you know im not alright

you should know better than that

and the fact that you do

and that doesn't occur to you

makes me feel even worse

who the fuck are you

and where is the person i knew

is this what i can expect for the future

a lifetime of disappointments

and goodbyes

growing bitter by the hour

hating every single smile i see

you make your calls from the brighter side of the street

try a day in my shoes 

try an hour in my worst day

life lessons from degenerate swine

shitting on the little guy

to make yourself feel better

you jump from lap to lap

so that you don't have to figure out

how to do a goddamn thing for yourself

someone will always be around to take care of you

and you self inflict in private because of this fact

cut yourself when the doors are closed

when the layers are off

and the horror is real

and the mirror reflects the shit that you really are

you'll never pick away the bad in you

cause thats all there is left

and at the peak of it all

is the fact that destroys you

that all the books you read

and all the things you internalize

don't add up to shit

when you realize

you're just another pretty face

and thats all you are

getting nowhere with nothing

cause you want to be so much more than that

but you never figured out how to do a goddamn thing

for yourself

everyone you ever care about

will tire of you

and let you go for something better

because no one wants a future

with a mess like you

character flaw

im always the one who's there in times of need

and you're always the one never there for me

but im foolish enough to love you

and let you walk all over me

you are not a good friend

you are a sad waste of my precious time

when all i want is to be important to you

when all i want is a little of your attention

but im only something to pass the time

im the person you turn to when the fun people are all busy

im taken for granted

always the third wheel

when im the one thats always been here

im the one around when everyone is gone

when your bullshit catches up to you

and everyone holds you at a distance

im the shoulder to cry on

im the comfort hug when you see your true face in the mirror

marked and ugly

full of lies and deceit

you are a walking, breathing character flaw

and you'll be cast out of everything you ever felt you belonged to

because of the shitty person that you are inside

and the shitty way you treat people

and there will come a day

when im the only one left

and i will kick you into the dirt when you are down

just to make sure you know that you have nothing

reverse sexism

im a man

who has never hit a women

i was raised around women

i was raised by women

and taught nothing but violence

and when you preach to me about their beauty and grace

i cant help but wanna laugh in your face

cause they're no different 

and their nothing special

were just a bunch of fucked up people

with wasted potential

so im guilty of being born a man

who gets stared at for his size

who gets evil eyes from women

like im infected with lies

i never harmed a woman in my life

ive never talked down to a girl

ive never thought of myself superior

ive never felt like i owned this world

so don't give me all your shit

like you are more oppressed than me

but every woman in my life

has been terrible to me

but you don't hear me complaining

i still respect them all the same

were all just struggling along

don't assign me your blame

you don't have to blame a man

cause you've been treated unfair

were all just shitty people

with hatred in the air

yes i was born a man

i didn't have a choice

abused by women all my life

and now i finally have a voice

were just feeding the fire

when we try to find a way

to further separate ourselves

and pick the wound fresh everyday

i have never hated a woman

but i have definitely been afraid

a woman is just as capable of abuse

a woman is just as insane

im not convinced of your innocence

i see the bullshit in your eyes

yea you can fight your cause for women

but im a product of those lies

she does not exist

and everywhere i look

every rock i turn

i find a pissed off little girl

mad at her father

who hates men

ive never done anything

never harmed a girl in my life

but i've had my share of girls

who fuck with my emotions

and ruin my life

theres plenty of fish

in a polluted sea

full of poison and spite

not one is worth it

pissed that the world doesn't revolve around them

fuck you forever

you miserable loathsome bitches

i don't need any of you

i've always been told to find the one

but she does not exist