time and emptiness

the body falls apart, and hurts the whole way down

call it a life and then you have to live it

through

i've seen history repeat so many times

and time 

will have its

way

with you

i envy you, who can distract yourself from this

the years are really dragging on

we never talk about it, the truth just makes us sad

and time

will have its

say

in the end

the conversation's are all dull and pointless

no one has anything to say

i don't know much but i know this is just not right

so why

should i

stay

with you

i guess i don't relate and thats just how it is

you cannot change someones ways

sometimes i wish that i could get it over with

and that

is only 

sad

to you

i will not apologize

for what i feel

and i will not be condemned

for what you fear

as ugly as i want it to be

and as real as it gets

there isn't that much hope for me

and I'm known for making empty threats