misanthropy

sanctimonious assholes

your iphone 5 is the furthest reach of your vision

solipsism in its sunday best

go to church

go to the mall

buy another lie

and cut your own throat

i will bathe in the blood

and choke on the powder of your bones

if you want a god to believe in

it is not in a building

that is a place for fools

who don't have the guts to find it in themselves

the contents of your wallet

is your god

and you all know it

its all in your head

and its trying to work its way into my head

and i don't fucking like it

averting your eyes from the gun toting lunatic

when he is just a mirror of yourselves

you want to look for someone to blame

try looking in the mirror

the damage has been done

and we're all gonna burn for this

advancing technology faster than ever before in human history

a wealth of knowledge and a library at your finger tips

and youre still the dumbest motherfuckers

drooling and slobbering on each other

pushing for the feeding troth

i have no sympathy for any of you

i want to be the one to drop the match

to start the fires that burns you all

i am so sick of being a human

and sharing any sort of common thing with any of you

i am so ashamed of us

and when those closest to me

those do gooders who tell me theres hope

try to put their arm around me

i give them one warning 

and then the gloves are off

everyone has evil inside them

and the hibernating ability to turn coat and attack

its in us all

its a choice you make to not indulge your insanity

so why am i being so careful to keep mine at bay

when everyone else just pisses where they please

you have no vision

no thought in how it affects us all

i am sick of having to live in your world

of having to adjust to the new rules put into place

from your arrogance and ignorance

of having my life adjusted because of your stupidity

no one is worth it

no one will be spared

i can't stress this enough

i despise every last one of you

ghosts

i guess i'll never really get over you

and i have to accept that fact

im still not over any of them

but you, that was the one i thought i had for the long haul

you haunt my dreams

last night was particularly heart wrenching

i woke up with that feeling

like i lost you all over again

and it carried with me all day

i miss that person

but you're not that person anymore

i couldn't get her back if i tried

she wanted to become someone else

and she pushed me out of her life in doing so

that person i knew is dead

i wish i wasn't so scared to walk around town

afraid of running into a corpse

i guess i go all in way too far

i guess i should save something for the break up

something to get me through to the other side

but thats not in my nature

and i guess i kinda hope it kills me, every time

it never really goes away

we just learn to ignore the ache

but there are always times

when the ache gets the best of you

all my failures walk through my life like ghosts

haunting my houses, scattering my life

making sure i never truly get to sleep

you were supposed to be the last one

the reason for living

the way through all the trauma

the one light i had

now i don't let anyone close

my nerves wont allow it

now i just want it all to end

im gonna end up in box

with my whole life ahead of me

and my talents a shame

im gonna end up a disappointment

like everything else