lyrics written for aiia

now i havent been very good to myself

these past few years

i wake up ad right off the bat i feel it

hard to breathe

somebody sucked all that life out of the world

'tell me you're getting this'

but im not supposed to react like this

isnt that right

dont it feel great

every fucking second of life hurts worse than the last, i can feel it

'what did you do to me?'

any harm you encounter from this day on is

you're own goddamn fault!

say it, i wanna hear it out loud

i want this over with

tell me something that i dont already know about you,

'how do you sleep at night'

not so good?!

tell me you

dont

love

me anymore

i can cope with the pressure

i just cant handle the pain

so useless, my persistence

we'll cradle our babies and tell them that someones out there for you

'GOD FELT BAD FOR YOU'