i think that the grip is slipping. people are starting to wake up on their own. people are really getting tired of the monotony of what you're told to do. we're so enslaved that we fall in line out of habit, when you ingrain the rule so deep in the subconscious that it feels bad to break it thats when you really got them snared. i think that after all these years though, the shackles are being shed and people are mutating, evolving into something else. no one is happy because there is something definitely wrong. the truth will out eventually, its just a matter of time. you can bury it deep in a ton of shit and it will take a while to dig it out, but the truth will outlive you and the truth will unearth itself eventually, and there will be hell to pay.

i see desperate souls everywhere i look. all these people that are just looking for some purpose but there really isn't much around, just table scraps here and there, and it gets annoying and you start crawling out of your skin. theres gotta be a reason to it all, when they know damn well there isn't. the line you've been waiting in for years is not the answer you are looking for. they told you it was, but they lied to you. im sorry, but its time to move on. you are free, you don't have to stand in this line anymore. there is nothing at the end of it, at least nothing thats of any value to it, and it wont make the waiting all worth it. you will feel cheated and used and angry because you wasted your whole life, and spent all the time that you had waiting with everyone else in the great line. step out of line. do your own thing. go the other way. it doesn't matter anymore, nothing matters. all that matters is that you find yourself your own little piece of happiness. in the end, its all dust anyway. so slow down, take time to taste the air and breathe a full lungs worth. thats whats important. you can breathe. you can take in a full lung of air and it feels really good. everything else is just essentials.