almost 30

one day you wake up

and your almost 30 with nowhere to go

this is the life they don't tell you about

i watched a huge body

grow up and around a small soul

a large frame in the blue prints

everything went according to plan

but the essence still feels small

still feels weak and incapable

still feels like its flaws are sputtering out of control

i don't know where the road is going from here

and i don't care

cause everything has so much weight to it

and going even two steps at all is an accomplishment in itself

so i'm gonna stay where i am

and smell the flowers around me

and watch the fools around me

wander around aimlessly 

and wonder why they feel so burned out all the time