beautiful things

i could watch you, through a window from outside, for hours
i cant take my eyes off of you
....eyes
lets talk about eyes
everytime you look at me that way...
i dont want you to look at me that way anymore
i dont think i can take it anymore
the deepest, most heart felt pair of eyes you'll ever see
looking right into my soul
flipping on every switch in my pathetic heart
oh my aching heart
i dont know why im doing this to myself again
thats a lie, of course i do
its good to put a little ache in your heart every once in a while
just to know its still there
its fun to dabble in things that are not in my nature
but they will never be real to me
that will never be me
you will never be for me
every word lost in the wind
every breath dies before it reaches you
beautiful things do not come my way