set my own bones

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and through it all
i nursed the cuts and bruises
i set my own bones
i learned something important
you still haven't broken me
and you never will

a house is not a home
and the people who are supposed to be there
seldom ever are
but thats not a reason to give up
and it doesn't mean a thing

so this ones for us who get back up
who take a punch and smile through our blood
the hurt doesn't even stop us anymore
you cannot rattle me
you'll never stop me

i do what i want, when i want
and i don't bother anyone
i came from the womb
into a hell on earth
but i have made it into something beautiful
a positive from a negative
a diamond from a rock
a rose from concrete
and what i have created 
will continue on long after my bones have turned to dust

do what you want to me
theres no stopping it now
i am in the air
i am one with time
and never forget, i know you never will
that i beat you
i beat you all
i proved my worth
i proved that i was right
and i made you all eat your goddamn words
and all you scum bags that call yourselves my family
have been removed from my life
because my presence is a privilege
and i will not be taken for granted

i have the power to move mountains
i can make it rain
i can invoke something out of nothing
what have you ever done
all the jealousy that made you beat me down
all the heartache i've had to endure
has harden my skin
and made a fortress out of this tired body
i am well fortified and ready for war
test me
i dare you
greater men have tried
and greater woman have taken me for everything i am worth
and in the morning
i wake up, i stand up, i stretch, and i move on
unscarred, unbroken

i have seen the bottom
i have painted its walls
i have been abandoned
i have stripped of everything
and each time i rebuilt
each time i overcame the odds
and now i am a man
with unwavering strength
and a heart still pure
and not one of the predators on this earth
will ever be above me
parent is just a word to me
im a product of the world
but i wont let my past
determine my future
and i wont let you lesser beings
keep me from greater things

everything i have
everything i've done
i've done it all on my own
i've never had a home
so i'll build it myself
all on my own
i'll build my own home
i'll set my own bones
and i'll load my own guns
to keep the wolves at bay
to keep the scum out of my way
i will make a real rain
and wash the trash away
this is my world
you are just living in it
i will make you live in fear

im going to murder you with this knife in my back

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1 comments:

NihilinoX said...

I <3 you, James Bailey.