FUCK IT

id give up all i have just to get myself a handful of her fucking hair
and pull her goddamn face close to mine
and finally say something that makes her understand
to make her finally shut her fucking mouth and see the piece of shit she has become
its hard for her because it happened slow
she grew up with it
the bitterness made its mark and moved ever so slowly
till she cannot breathe without it
its like playing with a beaten dog
just when you think you've earned its trust
and you can let your guard down
it bites your hand and backs into a corner, baring its teeth
dont you ever just want to kick the fucking dog
her with the razor tongue
pissed off at me cause i got her all figured out
some people dont like when you look inside their heads
her life feels like shit to her but its comfortable where it is
she takes the only comfort she knows
and leaves it at that