hung my head

i hung my head before

never felt that low

she was everything, i understand that phrase now

im dying for another taste of anything that resembles it now

im stuck on being proud

of what im not sure

i used to watch her sleep

i used to wake up to take her for granted

that uncomfortable smile she wore

always wishing she could read my thoughts

i should have told her my thoughts

if only she could be a little better

i would have been a little better

its a strange new feeling

ive never not had my feet on the ground before

and all of a sudden this girl has me floating on air

i never learned to handle it

i watched her walk away

i told her to go away

there were too many things to turn me away

to many facts in the way

the way she always had to be perfectly comfortable

and that comfort never included me

always pushed to the edge of the bed

it wouldnt work out

i wanted to fix it so much

like my life depended on it

i couldnt make it work

i couldnt make it real

its the fastest ive ever seen anything fall apart

we couldnt get on the same wavelength

she just went hard one way

and i was still there in the center

she might as well not have talked

cause i couldnt hear her

the emotion turned blue to grey

my feelings turned to heartache

all i ever felt anymore was a knot in my stomach

and an inadequate feeling

im not worthy of someone to live for

were breaking up, were breaking down

im left broken