it looks so good and it looks so real 

and shes the most amazing thing that i have ever seen

and it sits inside my swollen head

and it makes me obsess and desire for her

every curve and light blessed body part

every shine of god touched skin

makes every nerve scream at my mind

and my eyes twitch at the sight of it all

i feel weak in my knees

and my heart is feeling faint

i think my eyes are shedding tears faster than

i can even think

but i think i would rather remove my own heart

then to feel the things i feel for her

cause i know where it goes, and know how i feel

and i know that i'll regret every last kiss

i'll be that much more dead by the time she is gone

and no ring, and no praise will keep her here

nothing i can ever say or do

will make any sense of anything that happens between a man

and a woman

i want nothing to do with any of it

liars are all responsible for this

i was lied to when i was told love is a beautiful thing

i was lied to when i was told i was loved

all i ever hear is lies

i have been lied to

and i refuse to get lost in her eyes again

i dont want to feel my heart 

this the bullshit lies that i have tried to shove in everyones fucking pathetic face for as long as i can remember

no i see it for what it is

and fuck you for every saying you love me

fuck you