bitter cold, inside and outside

she broke down in front of me

i was just there

in the wrong time at an uncomfortable place

and i couldnt console her

cause im the reason for the mess

im the cause of this distress

and she wont get off the floor

we fucked it up

we deserve nothing...ever

the feeling in my gut is never going away

i couldnt tell you what happened to it all

for me it seemed like so much more

i blame myself too much

i shut my eyes and saw her face

the wide eyes and uncomfortable smile

im done in once again

i dont even want to attempt this anymore

i want to pack all my things

and head for warmer temperatures

cause its better than feeling cold inside

and living with the cold outside