spinning clay

its spinning out of control

like clay on a pottery wheel

trying to hold on

to get it to center

but it just wont do it

its going to fast

and boom

splatter all over the place

this is the way the world works

it can't be contained anymore

the bands are holding

we are all sick

we are all tired

and we are all ready to kill

tensions are high

no one wants any peace anymore

we just want revenge and death

i have balanced my light and my dark

i can love you one second and smash you the next

all it takes is a thought

i am at peak condition and i am ready to grind

i will take the world

one stupid idiot at a time

and spit shine those motherfuckers

through all their belly aching and crying

i will neutralize my aggression through help

i will help the weak, the tired, the desperate

i will take them in, give them shelter

get them back on their feet

and i will use my rage and my anger

as fuel for my heart

to heal the wounded

it burns like shit

and it makes for shitty fuel

but it will do

and it will get rid of it

i will burn out

i will falter

i will fall out of practice

i'll fuck up

then i'll get back up

and go have a sandwich

calm one second

fury the next

balance

all on a tiny pin

and i am mastering it

the only way

is through

and to never stop

i wont stop

because i can't

i will know when i have arrived

i don't need excuses

i don't need questioning

i will break all your hang ups

i will destroy your ego

and in the end you will thank me

through a mouthful of blood

and eyes streaked with tears

i will brute force attack your inconstancies

and i will ring them out of you

put you back on your feet

and let you go off to get it right this time

clean the slate

remove the guilt

we are not condemned

now do it again

now do it right