i will hurt you and im sorry

go, girl

away from me

go while you can

i will destroy you

i am malignant

abusive and poison

i will infect and misdirect

i will get in there

i'll leave scars

there's only so far

im willing to go

and i will run

i will push you away

i will find an excuse

to cut you away

don't get close

danger, keep away

i am so harmful

i scare myself

i don't trust myself around you

there is no limit

to the depths i will sink

and i'll drag you down

just because i can

i am a broken thing

breaking things

i would dry out oceans

to make myself feel better

i would cause extinction

just to sleep at night

i will go through every last one of you

just to calm the throbbing in my chest

don't get caught

see me for what i am

an exposed nerve

and live wire

a sweating stick of dynamite

a sweet looking animal

that will devour you whole

i was born

with a thorn in my side

kicking and screaming

cold and unwanted

and abandoned at every turn

you can't save me

you can't help me

i will only mix you up

i will be cruel

i'll get a little scared

and my fear will turn on you

you are not safe here with me

i have been discontinued

i am the defect

that got past the security check

i am a tumor

feeding and killing

you're nice

you want to help

you want to make a difference

i only want to harm you

to be able to sleep at night

i only want to hurt you

to be able to justify my pain

i will say the worst things i can think of

i will attack unprovoked

and for once

im trying to do you a favor

go look somewhere else

this thing is staying the junk yard

this is not for sale

this cannot be dusted off, buffed, repaired

i don't just need a new part

i am a heap of rusting metal

in the back of the yard

decaying

just like im supposed to